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deadly_garden) wrote2010-01-14 11:16 pm
deadly_garden) wrote2010-01-14 11:16 pm
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20th Rose [Voice]
[He sounds strained, and possibly a little insane?]
Scratching, clawing, digging. Scratching, clawing, digging. Scratching, clawing, digging.
[He's growing more frantic as she speaks, faster and louder and much more desperate.]
There's something in there, something trying to get out. I can't let it out, can't let it out. Has to stay inside, unacknowledged. Ignored, for the sake of everyone else. Safer, for them and for me.
Blasted fog!
[The last is said in a hushed whisper]
Scratching, clawing, digging. Scratching, clawing, digging. Scratching, clawing, digging.
[He's growing more frantic as she speaks, faster and louder and much more desperate.]
There's something in there, something trying to get out. I can't let it out, can't let it out. Has to stay inside, unacknowledged. Ignored, for the sake of everyone else. Safer, for them and for me.
Blasted fog!
[The last is said in a hushed whisper]
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[Voice forever]
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My apologies. Something, I don't know what, but it doesn't need to get out. Nothing good can come of it. I have to protect my mother, my loved ones, my friends. They're worse than myself right now.
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[Long inhale, trying to keep calm]
Minamino Shuichi. A pleasure.
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Is there any way I can help, Mr Shuichi?
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Do you have the time to spare to keep me distracted? I wouldn't want to take up your time if you have more pressing business.
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How long have you been a member of this community? I, myself, have only been here for a couple months, although with everything that has happened, it certainly seems like longer.
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I've been here a year now, since the first of the year in fact. Though like yourself it certainly does feel like much longer. Have you enjoyed your time here so far?
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And yourself?
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...I hope he's still safe. His headache was worse than mine but I had to go look in on Kaasan because she's weaker. [Slight note of panic in his voice]
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Tell me about this person dear to you. How did you first meet?
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[A soft chuckle] Truthfully? I rescued him from prison a very long time ago. He was far too good to be in there.
I was sleeeping >>'
It's fine! I passed out a little after I posted this anyway. ^^;
You're wrong. So much is wrong. This fog, the scratching, scurrying, clawing in my mind. It's trying to get out but I will not let it!
:D did you rest?
Why not? Whats so wrong about being yourself?
Yup. Woke up about five hours ago, actually.
It's not safe. Not safe for anyone. Have to lie, have to pretend.
Good!
Lying is not safe for you, who cares about the others?
And once it warms up a bit I'll head out to finish a job application.
I'd rather hurt myself than Kaasan. I'm willing to die for her, nearly did. Keep her safe, always keep her safe.
Ughh...I hate those -_-
No one said that you have to hurt her even if you act like how you really are deep inside.
Same, oh god. >< But brother's friend said there might be a place open so I'm trying for it.
She'll hate me, think me a monster. Think that she raised a monster from infancy. I can't, can't do that to her. I won't, I love her.
It worths a try, got luck~
Love it's an illusion.
Thank you! *bringing some charms along just in case*
*crossing fingers for you here * :D
^^
♥
♥♥
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She saved me from cracking my head open on a hardwood floor when I fell from a stool. Possibly worse as I would have also fallen on the shattered plates that gave her the scars.
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Why did you fall int he first place? She was not paying attention?
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Was it like this for you, Shirogane-san? The clawing and skittering in your mind?
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...You were fortunate.
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I need to know something. Are there any mirrors where you are at. Large ones? Big enough for a person to step through?
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No, no mirrors. I have a TV in my room, however. I barely managed to make it to Kaasan's before the worst began.
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Good. Just as long as there is something that we can use to enter your world, it will be enough.
Shit, I thought I sent this!
TV here, mirror back at the den.
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I think the worse ones are the stronger Shadows, the ones who tried to bury their flaws more deeply...
Right. Since Rise-chan pinpoints the person, we'll be able to find you, no matter your location.
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Would they not be weaker, since they succumbed so quickly?
Be careful with the mirror. It's precious, so precious and important.
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We'll use the utmost care, I promise.
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My reminder, don't be stupid, that's what it reminds me of, love that was lost and then found again, can't be a dream, please don't let it be a dream...
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Stay strong. We'll be there as soon as we can...